Brick + Your Face = Thats what you get.

You text me saying you say you came down wanting to see me, but I say i cant which means I want to. You want to see me cause you miss me but i want to see you cause i wanna chuck a fucking brick at your face and say ' FK YOU BIATCH, Better not call me that shit again ' and just walk off while your lying on the ground checking your face for scares and dabbing your nose cause its been bruised & is bleeding a hell lot of blood. You might say this shit is me being on crack or some shit but i say its just me, its how Cindy Nguyen is.

KIM LEANG HARRISON HOK.

Hi there Kim Leang Harrison Hok! I just wanna let you know that your so gay but at the same time your epic.
Do you remember how became friends? Cause i kinda do :D
Thanks for everything mate! You say that when you 'try' to cheer me up, it'll just makes me feel much worse, but thats so incorrect! Do you remember your epic drawings? LOL I DO FOR SURE! They were always there for me to make me laugh, You gave me the best birthday present this year. Harry Jr is the best! And dont worry his fine with me and he wants me to tell you that he dislikes you♥
Remember that day at sandown festival? It was the best, It was funny how your friends went on the hang over! They were just screaming so much! And how you guys failed so bad with that game how you open those flaps with the numbers. HAHA! Good times :)
How awesome was it how i kept asking you how epic i am, and just said ' ... No. ' Next thing you know we just start to fight about who's the epic one. I guess thats how we are, we fight over little stuff and end up laughing at the end ♥

Your the fucking best kim leang harrison hok









Sorry its blury :(

FREE FROM SCHOOL !

No more school! Yays :D
I wonder what i'd be doing on the holidays for 2 weeks.. Homework, Oral presentation, Going out with the girls, stay home & PARTYY ♥ THIRTEEN MORE DAYS TIL MARIA COMES BACK! Goooooshhhh, i've missed her D:
Cant wait to see her, July is gonna make me sooo busy :( Up coming partys and all that type of stuff. Well im off for the day. HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY EVERYONE ♥_______♥

x
cindy

FOLLOW ME♥

Happy 11 Months darlings♥

Happy 11 Months AJCM+SM♥ Fucking loving you girls!
it's the eleventh month that we've became AJCM+SM! Thankyou darlings for being there for me always, even though we had those big ups and downs. You girls are the fucking best, part of my life, the reason Im here typing this up. I will never forget how we all became friends! How epic was all our shopping and going out adventures, everyday would end out so funny!

I love you girls til the end, Happy 11 months darlings.

Its just one little thing.. fuck!

So what if my friends said something about your look, doesn't mean you have to go all pissed off and rage and shit. For fuck sakes, its just one thing. It's like you've never said shit about someone's look before, god..
They just said one thing! and you go saying ' TELL THEM TO SAY IT TO MY FACE! TELL THEM, I'LL WILL PUNCH THEM I DONT CARE! ' God, you piss the fuck out me at times. Even though your caring and shit, you just go a abit over the top.
Cant you just say ' Oh yeah, dont care what they say ' like you normaly do, but nooo! You just had to go crazy over it.. gosh. Why do you have be like this, who cares if i cant walk at night to a friends house and stay there for the night. BECAUSE IT'S YOUR FAULT. Fuck, you really need to take a chill pill.

Eff off, were not tight anymore.

Fuck your crap, I swear why did we stick up for you in the first place. Fucking bitch!
Hate you and your stupid pedo boyfriend, might as well move to another soon. And if you do, make sure to take your fucked up voice with you Squeaky mouse.
Fucking, i cant believed that i trusted you. Why the hell did i become your friend in the first place? To be nice cause you were new to the school? Maybe.
Now shit happens because you act like a bitch, calling people names just cause they did one thing to you or said one thing, cant you fucking take one thing? Are you that precious?

I dont care, why waste my fucking time on worrying about you in the first place its just gonna lead me into crap. Yeah whatever go continue to give me the stare when i look at you at school, whatever mate.
Cause seriously do whatever cause your not fucking scarying me with your dumb stares. I swear why the hell do you even stare at me? Is it cause were not friends anymore? Or is it to get my attention. Cause really? Your fringe covering your eyes while your head is down and looking at me isn't a good idea, is it suppose to make me not notice you look at me when i pass you?
Dont try to fit in with me, and try to become good friends with me like we were. Because nothings gonna change between us, its gonna be the same. So why bother?

Pyramid - Charice Pempengco Ft. Iyaz

Shawty's love is like a pyramid (ooh)
We stand together till the very end (eh ooh)
There'll never be another love for sure (ooh)

Iyaz and Charice let we go

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown (shown)
Solid as the ground we've known (known)
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up (no no no)
And even in a desert storm (yeah)
Sturdy as a rock we hold (oh)
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know

Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh (oooh)

Cold (cold), never ever when you're close (close)
We will never let it fold (fold)
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery (yoh!)

And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history

Earthquakes can't shake us (oh)
Cyclones can't break us (oh)
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (hey!)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, (at the top baby) like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing (wind is blowing)
We'll never fall just keep it going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid (eh oh)

Like a pyramid girl let me show you
That I love you so much
That we gonna get through (oh oh)
Even when there's storms
I will never go, Ima be the one to keep you safe (hey)
Before was our love back it up more than enough
Holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough (oh)
Mother nature (hey) or disaster won't stop at happy ever after

Pyramid, keep it going (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Oh oh ooooh (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (solid rock)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch (oooh)
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowin
We'll never fall just keep on goin (keep it going)
Forever we will stay like a pyramid

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid (pyramid)
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep it going
Forever we will stay (ooh), like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh

back then..

Looking back at those photos... thinking about those childhood memories that made life fun, Just makes me wish I had a remote that could just stop,pause,play and rewind to where i became a kid, just so I can experience them all over again..
My family life is difficult..As a child being raised in a Asian family, you need to speak the language and you get disciplined by getting hit by a bamboo stick or just any stick that your parents could find. When I was like 8 or something my dad started to deal drugs with his friends. He didn't think that i'd find out about it, apparently I did when i got to 9 years old. Soon he went to jail for being caught drug dealing and he was there for a long time, My mum told me lies about my dad. She said ' Dont worry your dad's fine, Hes at Queensland for a long holiday ' Living on that lie made me feel happy that my dad was alright, that my dad didn't leave us. Until he came back, he still drugged deals.. when i was 10ish years old, he went back to jail and again living on a lie that he went back to Queensland, my mum thought that me knowing where my dad was actually was would hurt me more than knowing the truth.

Apparently she was wrong, I soon found out when we had a phone call from my dad from jail. I answered the call and he called me from jail, he told me that he was there and he also told me he'll come home soon.
It hurt me to find out that and to find out that my mum lied to me all this long, every night i'd cry to sleep because i was thinking how he was coping in there. When he came home from jail i was happy to see him, i could finally stop thinking about how he was coping in that place. About 6 months later, my parents constantly fight about money,jobs,gambling... everything. My dad would get kicked out of the house and would be forced to sleep in his car or some of his friends house, one night when they were fighting about gambling they screamed,yelled pushed... you could hear the bangs against the walls as my mum pushed my dad.
That night was when we had school, and they woke everyone in the family up. My big brother couldn't take it so he woke up, went out there and told them to shut up, my parents told him to go back to the room but he didn't he yelled at them about how they always fight and never stopped, my mum went to him and took him back to the room to sleep. When he came back he was crying to sleep, i didn't know what to do or what to say, So i asked him if he was alright.. he didn't answer me so i just went back to sleep hoping that he'll be alright.

The next night, i saw my mum.. but not my dad, so i got ready for school and left. When i came home.. still no dad, i thought he would be home soon so i didn't worry. 3 days later he came back, apparently my mum called my dad to come back. When i was 11-12 years old my dad went back to jail for the same reason... My mum knew that i know that he wasn't at Queensland so she didn't have to lie to me, 3 months later we went visit him at his jail he seemed to be happy at the jail, it was fun to see him. We took photos,ate,talked and played in the playgrounds.. he told us that there was nothing to be scared about and that he was going to be home in 3months.
3months passed and he finally came home. Now im not a little kid anymore, im thirteen years and im in high school. Does my dad still drug deals? Yes he does. How did i find out? By coming home 2 weeks ago from school seeing him and his friend drug dealing, He was sooo busy doing that rather than driving me home from school like he usually does. But that day was different, i didn't talk to him for 2 whole days... i couldn't stop thinking about it, i thought he stopped.. Wasn't 3 times going to jail enough?
Now, everytime i try to bring it up he ignores me and talks about my future? Saying i have to go to Uni? Saying i have to be a doctor? I dont wanna do those stuff, and what if i dont get into Uni and get into tafee instead?
He told me '' tafee is not good enough! Go in Uni, Study hard be doctor' I told him ' No dad, Not everyone gets to be a doctor or get into Uni.' He told me to shut up and said ' I'd hit you if you dont get into Uni.'
Hit me? My parents haven't hit me for awhile and now this? My dad saying that to me when he was driving me to school? Rubbish..

School has always calmed me down, unless i was having the worst teachers that gave me a bad mood. No matter what i'd have a smile on my face because of my friends make school just feel fun, just makes me want to smile... everytime. Thats why that im glad to have them as friends, their always been there for me and their the only ones who know so much about me.. and my family. They give me a reason to live.. to love.
Their different in everyway thats what makes them special, their like my family.. the family i always wanted.. the family of my dreams. If i could make a wish about them? What's there to wish of? When i've already have it. Every 11:11 or my birthday, i dont need to worry about wishing about them cause i know were all ways gonna be Forever friends ♥